I took myself to the secret beach last week; it’s not really secret, but it’s far enough north of Malibu almost no one frequents it–especially on a Tuesday night.
“Sometimes I think I am a nihilist disguised as a hedonist. I prioritize pleasure, seek joy and love, because I am too very aware of what lurks behind it all, and I’d rather not look. My existentialism is exhausting. I wish to shut it off, yet I also wonder if it gives me purpose in a purposeless world. “
Chills. Absolute chills friend. I related so much.
“Sometimes I think I am a nihilist disguised as a hedonist. I prioritize pleasure, seek joy and love, because I am too very aware of what lurks behind it all, and I’d rather not look. My existentialism is exhausting. I wish to shut it off, yet I also wonder if it gives me purpose in a purposeless world. “
Chills. Absolute chills friend. I related so much.