Somewhat heartbreaking....but true. This totally resonates with me, people probably look at me and think I have community (my people) but I feel quite alone most of the time. Even in a room full of people talking, seemingly engaging with me, I disappear in my thoughts and find myself not really paying attention to what they are saying. I wonder is because I don't get them and they don't get me? Or is it all just too exhausting? I think "my people" have vanished into thin air....and I sometimes wonder did they ever really exist?
Somewhat heartbreaking....but true. This totally resonates with me, people probably look at me and think I have community (my people) but I feel quite alone most of the time. Even in a room full of people talking, seemingly engaging with me, I disappear in my thoughts and find myself not really paying attention to what they are saying. I wonder is because I don't get them and they don't get me? Or is it all just too exhausting? I think "my people" have vanished into thin air....and I sometimes wonder did they ever really exist?
I hear you. I'm sorry you also feel alone. It's hard finding our people, and harder still to keep them....